theres more then what i let on thats going on. i dont focus on everything just the breaking point. i want my friend to be happy which is why i was playing matchmaker. i give up -waves little white flag- ill take my punishment for all those i hurt and let down. i deserve it anyways.. ill just have to find a new thing that will get me through the stressful days.
ive been really lonely the past few weeks. im sure theres someone or something that can change that ^^ ill find em, eventually.